[Tim feels Jason pull back, and his heart sinks. Maybe this is the rejection he feared after all - but no, it's just hesitation. Jason sounds unsure, asks Tim for a final confirmation. Tim blinks his eyes open again; Jason's still so close, and Tim can feel himself falling down into the blue of his eyes.]
Jason ... yes, I'm sure, of course I'm sure, I'm - I've never been this sure about anything else in my entire life. I want this. I want it to happen. I want you, OK? I - I've wanted you since before I even really knew what that meant.
[A secret he's kept locked away inside of himself for a long, long time. Tim's good at keeping secrets, always has been, even before he took up a mask and a mission. But now that he's unlocked and opened that gate, the words won't stop pouring out of his mouth, a flood of secrets, finally unleashed. He gulps in a quick breath and continues.]
Please, Jason. Don't stop. I don't want to stop, I don't want to pretend this didn't happen, I don't want to forget about this - I can't forget about this, don't you see? I can't forget about you.
[I'm obsessed with you, he means. Don't leave, he means, setting his free hand at Jason's hip, a weight to keep him tethered.]
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Jason ... yes, I'm sure, of course I'm sure, I'm - I've never been this sure about anything else in my entire life. I want this. I want it to happen. I want you, OK? I - I've wanted you since before I even really knew what that meant.
[A secret he's kept locked away inside of himself for a long, long time. Tim's good at keeping secrets, always has been, even before he took up a mask and a mission. But now that he's unlocked and opened that gate, the words won't stop pouring out of his mouth, a flood of secrets, finally unleashed. He gulps in a quick breath and continues.]
Please, Jason. Don't stop. I don't want to stop, I don't want to pretend this didn't happen, I don't want to forget about this - I can't forget about this, don't you see? I can't forget about you.
[I'm obsessed with you, he means. Don't leave, he means, setting his free hand at Jason's hip, a weight to keep him tethered.]
Please, Jason. Please. Kiss me.